Monday, March 03, 2008

I'm back...kinda

I woke up this morning with a renewed sense of purpose and empowerment. Despite the fact that I'm working in more of a consultative role with Dorland now, I still have work to do.

That purpose and empowerment was slightly assailed when I got to the gym to resume training - I didn't realize how much endurance I could lose over the course of three weeks. Suffice to say that I didn't last long at the gym, though I did feel a little better for trying.

Undeterred, I went back to the apartment to take a shower and get ready for the day. I managed to get bills and rent paid, I picked up my new phone (the old one broke, same number though) and did a little work.

After all that, I'm finding that I'm a little tired...huh? After just a morning of "normal" work, I feel that I need to take a nap. I guess, I need a little recovery time after all. So, while mentally I'm feeling like I'm getting back to the top of my game, physically, it's a whole other deal.

My goals still remain the same, however, and I will not back down from those things that I have made promises to do. It wasn't too long ago, that my resolve and my determination could be bent or deflected, but based off things that have happened to me in the past weeks I realize that was part of my problem.

My determination to succeed in all aspects of my life is what drives me now, so while my legs may be giving out on me right now, my willpower isn't. I feel confident that some day we'll all read this blog post note that I've realized success in everything that I've set out to do.

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