Sleeping

I've not done much sleeping recently. It's funny, I've had 28 years of practice, you think I'd be better at it. I've been dreaming a lot lately, too, and I think that's what keeping me up.

It's odd, though, that I never used to remember my dreams. I used wake up feeling as if I haven't dreamed a thing. Now, while I don't remember details, I do remember thoughts and feelings. Sometimes I wake up happy and other times I wake up sad. This morning I woke up, uncertain.

Uncertainty isn't a bad thing, we all feel uncertain. We just can't let it rule us, we can't let this emotion get the best of us. We're uncertain when we'll die, but if we let that uncertainty and fear rule us, we'd be miserable. So, I guess I can't let that dream bother me either.

I guess it's true what they say, that dreams are the windows to a passionate soul. Sometimes I wish that I could dial back the passion a little and just get some sleep, but I know I can never do that.

-sleepy jonathon