Poems

-Uncertainty-

The fear that I would
come home one day and
find you gone has turned
into the pain of
reality.

"What would I do if this happens?"
I would ask myself.

What will I do
now that it
has?

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-Mourning-

Life is becoming
less livable.

With each new person I meet
I wonder, is this the day fate
has chosen, or is fate
what I have chosen to get me
through the day.

Loving
is the most
creative
force of the universe;

the memory of
loving,
the most destructive.

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-Hurting-

There's nothing to be
done.

Only accept it...

and hurt.

*****
-Realizations-

I don't know
how to lose.

That's part of my problem.

I don't know
how to win either.

That's the other part.

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-Goals-

When we are
together
we are
one,

when we are
apart
each is
whole.

Let this be our dream.
Let this be our goal.

*******
-Confidence-

and
through
all the tears
and the
sadness
and the
pain
comes the
one thought
that can
make me
internally
smile again:

I have loved,
I still love,
I will love again.